The worst pain in life is when you see ur life being spoiled by the one you trust the most. And you can't do anything exept standing quiet and asking yourself that is it the gift of trusting someone or is it what I deserve?
Heart broken
~Sue~
Thursday, July 12, 2012
~End of the relationship~ 2007 - 2012
Hey hey..
It’s been a while I didn’t update my blog. It time for you
to clear all the past, and look forward for the future. Hmmmmmm well, I can say
now that I’m a single lady and soon going to be single mummy with little Su. Guess
what, my “ex” whom I bet everyone know about him, play me around…he is soo good
in acting drama la sia!! Seriously….
He LOVE to make a promise, he LOVE to plan, but w/o work on
it and w/o fullfill it. If like once a while, ok la, I can understand, but him
did many time. GOSH!! I guess other women not going to stay and patient like I
do. For year 2012, I found out I’m pregnant his baby. He admit it too. But, he
don’t even think to marry me, he just like say “eh”?? FUCK YOU la JIMI!!
Yeah at 1st I can’t take it, I’m kinda like
depression, sadness, feel like killing myself pun ada, well GOD love me better
than him. GOD give me way and answer how to calm down, how to be independent by
being a single mummy. Yes, now I can. Even it’s hard, but as time as time goes
by, insyaallah I can be strong and face the REALITY in life.
I wanna move on now. Being a single mummy doesn’t show that
I’m a “WILD” women as he always mentioned that to me. Sorry eh Jimi, I’m not
like your stupid GF whom neglect the responsibility as a mummy ok…they are
different and Suriati is different. Well bro, you lost us. A person whom always
be there for you. Always help you when you in need. Always console you and
support you. You lost it bro…
Thank you.
XOXO
~Su~
1. How old are you? I am born in 1985, count la!.. dun be lazy.. haha..
2. Are you single? Make a guess la....
3. At what age will you get married? I wish as soonest as I can, tgk la sape jodoh saya..
4. Do you think you'll b marrying the person you are with now? "Kite hanye merancang, tuhan yang menentukan", ada jodoh tak ke mana..
5. Who will be your bridesmaid & best man? Nah, i'll skip tis.. i want my fellow friends, relatives n siblings to enjoy themselves on this special day...
6. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding? Normal traditional wedding!..Not costly, hahaha
7. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon? Hmmmmm...in my mind to have sweet memory with my love..Auwwwwwwww!
8. How many guests do you think you'll invite? 500cards = 1000guests la
9. Will that include your exes? If they still exists, why not.. so they know that I'm worth to be with.
10. How many layers of cake do you want? Errrmmmm 3 layer enuf lar..
11. When do you want to get married, morning or evening? Noon! after that straight to bed. Oh Oh!!
12. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding - Love song of cos!!
13. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon,fork and knife? Use hand sudah... finger licking good!!
14. Champagne or red wine? None of the above!..
15. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding? Dat doesnt matters.. wat matters is money kena standby lar..
16. Money or household items? Money of course!
17. How many kids would you like to have? Tak banyak, 2 enuf, 1 boy n 1 girl.
18. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD? Yeah, of cos, da tua bole rewind balik..
2. Are you single? Make a guess la....
3. At what age will you get married? I wish as soonest as I can, tgk la sape jodoh saya..
4. Do you think you'll b marrying the person you are with now? "Kite hanye merancang, tuhan yang menentukan", ada jodoh tak ke mana..
5. Who will be your bridesmaid & best man? Nah, i'll skip tis.. i want my fellow friends, relatives n siblings to enjoy themselves on this special day...
6. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding? Normal traditional wedding!..Not costly, hahaha
7. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon? Hmmmmm...in my mind to have sweet memory with my love..Auwwwwwwww!
8. How many guests do you think you'll invite? 500cards = 1000guests la
9. Will that include your exes? If they still exists, why not.. so they know that I'm worth to be with.
10. How many layers of cake do you want? Errrmmmm 3 layer enuf lar..
11. When do you want to get married, morning or evening? Noon! after that straight to bed. Oh Oh!!
12. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding - Love song of cos!!
13. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon,fork and knife? Use hand sudah... finger licking good!!
14. Champagne or red wine? None of the above!..
15. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding? Dat doesnt matters.. wat matters is money kena standby lar..
16. Money or household items? Money of course!
17. How many kids would you like to have? Tak banyak, 2 enuf, 1 boy n 1 girl.
18. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD? Yeah, of cos, da tua bole rewind balik..
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